catatan kecil nisa

CINTA..
Adalah ketika kamu menitikkan air mata dan masih peduli terhadapnya.
Adalah ketika dia tidak memperdulikanmu dan kamu masih menunggunya dengan setia.
Adalah ketika dia mulai mencintai orang lain dan kamu masih bisa tersenyum sembari berkata "Aku turut berbahagia untukmu".

-Khalil Gibran

Aku nggak tau apa yang ada di pikiranku saat ini
Aku bingung dengan perasaanku sendiri
Perasaan dimana aku merasa sangat lelah untuk bertahan
Aku merasa kamu tak mempedulikanku
Pengen rasanya berteriak di depan wajahmu yang telah membuatku seperti ini
"KAMU JAHAT!"
Tapi aku nggak bisa :(
Yaaa aku coba tersenyum buat menghadapi semua ini
Salah satunya dengan cara menyibukkan diri sendiri
Tapi ternyata nggak berhasil
Saat aku diam aku merasa semakin terpuruk dengan perasaanku ini
Airmataku pun terus mengalir
Salah satu hal yang tak dapat aku hindari
Nggak bisa dipungkiri juga ini salah satu yang membuatku lega
Yaaa biarlah waktu yang menjawab dan menyelesaikan semua ini :')


samangat, nisa :D

sometimes Solo make me crazy! stay away from family is not easy right? i miss them so muuuch :* especially my father. i'm not meet and talk with him for five days. cause missing him i'm cry :( then when i'm home ....

hmm okay, i never tell you that really care with you. usually decsribed with some words. because i'm a little shy to say it to you. i just wanna show by doing something to you. maybe you dont realize what i've done. hidden care maybe hahaha. i really really care with you :)))))

I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy, 

That I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.

But it must be so, cause I miss you

Without you, 

I cannot do anything, 

And you are always on my mind, 

So seeing this, it must be, 

I was unaware, 

But now I can see that

Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/byul/i_think_i_english_version.html ]

We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us, 

There isn't a single thing we have in common, 

So I claimed there's no way we can be lovers, 

But I don't want to make excuses anymore.

But it must be so, cause I miss you

Without you, 

I cannot do anything, 

And you are always on my mind, 

So seeing this, it must be, 

I was unaware, 

But now I can see that

Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

Why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me, 

It was beside me all along, 

But only now can I see love.

But it must be so, cause I miss you

Without you, 

I cannot do anything, 

And you are always on my mind, 

So seeing this, it must be, 

I was unaware, 

But now I can see that

Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

the worst feeling is when someone make you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging and you have to act like you dont care at all

SHE know you so well, I DON'T KNOW anything about you :')